Even my mom was really happy for me :))))) I’m proud of myself! ❤
August 9, 2012.
Woke up super early but then I took a nap. I prayed like all night I’d stay positive through out the whole day and freak out o: which I sorta did but Diana told me to listen to music haha. So I went to wshs and we ran 5 laps. Surprisingly, I didn’t die like I did the first day LOL. I was sweating but I felt a bit more fit. Which was good.. I guess. Then we did stretches. Then we did serving which I need to stop freaking out and relax and that’s when they get over. After we did scrimmaging and it was so scary /: every time I messed up I got more and more frustrated but I guess I did alright. I thought I was gonna get cut cause me and Alex are similar like experience wise and Kelsey is amazing lol. And I thought only 2 people were setter. We keep playing and it’s already 8:30… We get into a line and three people were supposed to get cut. Sarah (not duff, the one on my team) got cut. Then the line goes and I hear cara screaming with joy LOL. I knew she would make it anyway haha then Diana goes and she’s like about to cry. I heard the coaches and the cut her/: that’s when I kinda freaked out and coach Stephanie told me my sets were good :D then as I went in I told her to wish me luck LOL. I’m like shaking.. And the freshman and assistant freshman coach say are you nervous and I’m like yes and they said I shouldn’t have to be and I gave them a hug LOL they like complimented me and said they were impressed yayyy! Then they handed me a paper and I tried leaving but the door wouldn’t open hahaha I looked stupid 😳 but it opened and Abby bos cara and Diana were outside and Abby also made it! Yay:) and I think this new girl Lauren got cut so yeah… It was happy and sad at the same time cause I really wanted all three of us to make it but life goes on… Diana was handled it well! O: so yeah I made the team! West Springfield Freshman Volleyball
I think tomorrow she said we’re doing like scrimmages and stuff. Please let my over hands go over 😰😰😰😰 I’m still worried like I’ll be confident if I make the team but hopefully we can:) like if 3 or even 2 make jv we can most likely all be in freshman!! Ahhhh 😳
August 8, 2012.
So today we did agility as in like suicides, triangle drill(omg worst drill every but I pulled through and survived!!!!) it’s like you go in a triangle 20 times but there’s like four places idk how to explain it. Jump roping which I did the most out of everyone! 200 in 2 minutes:) and wall sits which I should’ve pushed harder for but I didn’t :( but you know I can’t take it back now I just learn from it! We also did like jumping stuff to see how high we can jump and sit ups which I surprisingly did more than cara which was only by like 2 idk. Then we did passing which I did terrible on so I started freaking out but I kept being positive and asked for God to help me and stuff.. Like literally God gave me the strength to do everything I did today o: so thankful
Soooo we do suicides which is you touch a line then touch the beginning line, go further and touch that line come back, etc. Then we do some drills and they split us into two groups.. Ones honestly the more skilled group.. And me & Diana didn’t get in that group and we gave each other a look like 😰 haha but I was freaking out and I was like silently praying like PLEASEEEE GOD :( but I worked my butt off and me & Diana got switched over to the more advanced group you can say but I don’t wanna be all cocky… So ya. Then I literally didn’t stop like I tried my hardest. But that was you know kinda shocking cause it’s scary!!! Coach Stephanie always sees me when I’m doing bad/: it’s okay tho.. I guess/: but yeaaaahhh then at the end coach Stephanie told us tomorrow (today) we were gonna do agility as in like running and maybe even the mile 😰😰😰😰 so I kept praying it would rain or she’d be in a good mood so we didn’t have to run:( so I kept freaking out but my friends were there to support me which was good:))
August 6, 2012.
Today was volleyball try outs for the freshman team at west springfield high school :)
I wasn’t really nervous at first cause I knew God had the best plan for me. As in, if I don’t make the team, there is a reason for it. :P I mean of course i’d be really sad and probably cry.. but there has to be a reason. And if God wants me to make the team, then thats okay too :D So right before try outs like at 3:10 me and my sister Diana went to buy running shoes. I was about to be late so I kinda just found a pair which actually arent that bad! Like theyre comfy and thats all that should matter :) thank you Lordddd, you always pull through. I’ve been praying like every night that we don’t do the mile o____O which we didn’t today. But what if we do tomorrow?!?!? I DON’T WANNA JINX IT MEHHSADIWANIJOD. Hopefully not because i’d cry if we do the mile:( that’s how out of shape I am.. well, always was. llololol. So i get there and my number is 38! which of course i would come up with some nerdy thing to make it special LOL like 8 minus 3 is 5, 5 times 2 = 10. which was my all star jersey number LLOLOLOLOL thats when you know…
Soooooooo, me and hannah kiene (a girl who was on my all stars team) peppered for a bit jk i think we just went straight to serving LOL which mine didnt go in so i was kinda nervous oooooo: then we ran three laps around the gym which made me tired.. and “ran” as in just kinda jogged LOL. lindsey probs -___-
then we started with passing drills which I did decent, i mean everyone was good. or at least the same level.. well most of us! i wasn’t really noticed then. Then we did setting which I think two or maybe one of the coaches saw me do good, so thats good! like the freshman assistant coach asked for my number and stuff and the jv coach asked for it also! i think he likes me hahaha
then i think we did serving? we started at the 10 foot line, then the 20 foot, then 30. the real deal. Most of mine actually went over!!! i was proud hehehahdakdn and the jv coach again asked for my number flesjifef hopefully thats a good thing :)))))))
eeeeeeeep. then we did hitting which wasnt too good\: like i need to learn to time it well and my feet form is decent but i swing my arms around like a bird -_____- i really needa change that but idk how. i also need to concentrate on everything like focus on one thing at a time. then i think we did queen of the court which was ok i mean coach stephanie never sees me when i do good which sucks but hopefully the other coaches did!!!!
that was try outs day 1 and it went fairly good but not perfect. I mean, we didnt run which im sooooo thankful for!!! and i asked coach stephanie if we’d be doing the same thing tomorrow and she said new drills but we’ll focus on skills and actual playing so thats good o;
Everyone is really good well not really good but everyones at the same level except for like brittany taylor & some other girl who got asked to try out with jv AND mekayla and megan marin were asked. I think kelsey is like the best haha so i thought she’d be with the jv but i guess not idk. so basically everyone has an equal chance. OOO: i just really dont wanna be cut wednesday.. ):
it scares meeeee but i have to focus one day at a time. day one = check
day two, here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
her party wasnt that fun. lol. her & nora had it together ;P
her and matt are about to get back together LOLOL i hate him and me and abby keep fighting about it but whatever im done. she can get hurt and i’ll laugh.. probably not but still. kdwjdiohadwihdwio
then like jack basse hahah abbys cousin.. i thought i had feelings for him but idk. he kept texting me but it stopped. i’m pretty sure he likes someone else though. nah i know for a fact he likes someone hahahha. what is a love life?